Your reactive nature and dark side attacks: how does it work?
Yesterday was an interesting day. I distinguished something new. It was all easier, because something happened that was unusual.
Within three minutes three separate orders came in for Heaven on Earth, my energy bundle to ease your emotional pain. At the same exact time I was doubling over with feeling horrible anguish and the desire to just disappear, die, whatever.
Almost the entire month of May I’d felt good. I was more productive than any other time in my life. I was clear, I was well.
Now, you may not have noticed, but the fact that you feel good is a non-event. You only notice that you felt good when something happens and suddenly you don’t feel good.
This is exactly what happened to me. I suddenly was plagued with anguish, extreme anguish, and when I muscle tested, it came from no one, but when I asked: Is this a Dark Side attack? The answer was Yes.
Holy crap, 19 days (I muscle tested) with no Dark Side attacks.