It is, it has been hard to see, but I think I can see it now.
You want to get without giving. Anything, if possible, a thank you at most… so that
You shouldn’t have to reciprocate
You shouldn’t have to pay attention
You shouldn’t have to do anything for what you want… especially not something that another person will or may benefit from
The worst of human nature is starting to take over…
You could call it stinginess… but I think we have gone past that stage… stingy was nice compared to… wait for it…
Circuitry: blocking even the chance of thinking about any energy going to the other… Block the flow…