You complain that you don’t have time, but you are lying. I am not saying you mean to lie, but you are lying nevertheless. You think if you had more time, you would do your work, but the truth about you is that you would fill that extra time with meaningless busy-ness, just like you are doing with what you already have.
If I observed you for a day, I would find that
you do a lot of things that you don’t need to do, that contribute nothing of significance to your life, or
you do things that take a lot of time to bring any return on your time investment or
you do things slowly, with no energy, half-assed, belligerently, ineffectively or bored, never considering doing them better, faster, well