If you look fixers want to fix the world. You, me, things. Everything. They are most people. The campaigners, the reddit, twitter, etc posters… They want to fix you, and they want to fix the world.
Why?
Because it is not the way they want you to be, they want me to be, things to be.
They are never happy, they are never fulfilled. They just complain, and label, and go around telling you, me, things, the world how we should be.
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More conspiracy theories that can open your eyes
Could you identify the many ways you don’t like yourself and your life?
Most likely, these areas are areas where conspiracy distorted your behavior, distorted your thinking, distorted your expectations.
Consciously, willfully, with malicious intent.
This is the way the cookie crumbles: your life, the quality of your life depends on you.
I’ve read somewhere that people are only curious about something they already know. Not ‘know about’ but actually know. Had experience with.
Knowing about is idle curiosity: useless.
You don’t know the river until you wade into it.
You don’t know a person unless you wade in and deal with him.
And you don’t know a poem until you try to say it out loud.
Two questions are answered in this article
What can you do to get out of your mind and back to the flow, so you and your life are part of the flow and start feeling like your life is worth living?
Why is Osho’s vibration 300 and mine 990? (this is an interesting question, because I’ve learned from Osho, factually, more than from any other teacher.)
What can you do to get out of your mind?
Getting out of your mind has two steps
Step one: becoming aware that you use your mind for everything. It’s can be compared to having a hammer: everything looks like a nail. So you are going to approach everything like it’s a nail. But eating your food is a lot more effective with a fork and a knife, typing on the keyboard works better with your bare fingers, brushing your teeth is effective with a tooth brush and very ineffective with a hammer.And this brings up the question you haven’t asked yet: what is the organ of awareness? It is surely not the mind: the mind is not able to be aware of itself.
Until you find the “organ” or tool of awareness, you are stuck in the mind.
Some of the most important things I say in my Friday Podcast.
It’s not planned. And it is not being stingy. It is because until I see it I can’t see it.
What is special about that every Friday call is that the person I do it with doesn’t want to be coached. So I coach through her all the people who subscribe to the podcast.
Some of them don’t want to be coached either. But the ones that do get a great deal.
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I’ve been a little off lately. In the middle of May the number of visitors to my site fell to almost none.
The cause: Google created a software that can tell if something is good or not. If something is worth reading or not. Google deemed my site crap. Obviously, because between May and the beginning of this week, they sent me a grand total of 30 visitors, whereas they used to send me 30-80 a day…
What happened? How did my site become crap from one day to the other?
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In my last article spoke of the methodology of poking the box. Poking the box so what I don’t know that I don’t know can pop out and make itself known.
It only works when I NEED to know why something doesn’t work and how it could. Idle curiosity doesn’t activate it.
Having a very sick client who can’t let go of her hero act has been one thing that created a real need. An unless. Do or die. Also urgent. That unless I can find out how to dislodge her whole ‘personal reality’ that I didn’t know how to do I was going to have a dead client at hand.
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I have always wondered why the United States of America is one of the unhealthiest countries.
And today I got my answer:
In America it is not hip to be sick or ill.
It is only hip to continue doing what you have been doing, work, being a hero, and still expect to get well.
Why? Because you know better? You have no idea!
What do you think heals you? Medication? Healing energy?
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Today I got to go deeper in the shoulds.
I actually saw that every single thing that causes you, causes Man to be miserable, is a should in one form or another.
What lead me on is this:
I woke up, as planned, at 3 am.
But I didn’t immediately get up. I wanted to measure if my healing client has maintained the healing I worked so hard last night on.
She didn’t. So I grieved a little… and then fell asleep. Next time I woke up it was 4:30. I heard in my head: I should have gotten up when I woke up.
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Witnessing is an awareness, independent of the mind, that sees each process unfold in its perfect beauty.
In this work, witnessing is
intending something
doing the doing part
and watching it unfold
It is an energetic phenomenon: the results are dependent on your witnessing: your witnessing is part of what is causing the result.
The long-long, over 20 week, four times a week course, the Second Phase Activators is drawing to an end.
One student, who has been continuously doing courses with me for 11 months, is visibly irritated, reactive, antsy, and maybe even angry.
I sat down to meditate what is the issue: I had a feeling that it’s not personal, that if I can see what is the driving force behind the irritation, I’ll be able to glean something about the human machine, that you too want to know about.
I did… and here it is:
Unless you witness (in action) what you have learned, you have learned nothing useful, as far as your mind is concerned.
The mind is not able to draw a connection between what it learned and action, unless…
Let me break it down for you so you can actually get what’s happening, and maybe start behaving differently.
Almost any course, even the ones that have exercises in them, only satisfy the mind’s craving for knowledge.
But there is a world of difference between doing something because it is your homework, and doing something for of your life.
Example #1: I am an architect. In Hungary architects are trained as architectural engineers, so our training is both technical and creative.
