This is the Black Whole article, but most people search for Black Hole… oh well, this is the article…Black Whole is a gamechanger, but you must promise not to watch it with your mind
Here is a video that one of the readers suggested, and I literally wept when I read it.
All the other videos are somewhat gloom and doom. Why? Because the average person (YOU!) is hooked on negative excitement, and live in their minds.
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This is a list of feelings and emotions humans consider undesirable… Because they are unpleasant.
Emotions are marked with a hyphen.
An emotion ALWAYS has some words underneath, that create the emotion. There is always a should, a comparison between ideal and reality creating the emotion. And ultimately your words create it.
You can read my article that goes into details and teach you how to go from being jerked by these emotions to being free, effective, and occasionally even happy being who you are, and doing what you do. With your life.
To live a life you love and you live it powerfully.
afraid
-aggressive
agitation
agony
alarm
alienation
-anger
-anguish
-annoyed
-anxious
apathy
apprehension
aversion
-baffled
-bewildered
bitter
-bored
-brooding
claustrophobic
coercive
-confusion
-contempt
cowardly
cruel
dazed
-dejected
-demoralized
-depressed
-despair
-disappointment
-discombobulated
-discomfort
-discontentment
-disgruntled
disgust
-disheartened
dislike
-dismay
-disoriented
-dispirited
-displeasure
distress
-disturbed
doubtful
-dread
-dumbstruck
-embarrassment
-ennui
-envy
-exasperated
fear
fright
-frustrated
fury
-gloomy
glumness
-greed
-grief
-grouchiness
-grumpiness
-guilt
-hate
-helpless
-homesickness
-hopeless
horrified
-humiliation
-hurt
-hysteria
-impatient
-indignant
-infuriated
-insecurity
-insulted
-irritated
isolated
-jealousy
-lazy
-loathing
lonely
longing
-loopy
mad
melancholy
-miserable
miserliness
-mixed up
moody
-mortified
nasty
-nauseated
negative
-neglected
-nervous
numb
obstinate
-offended
outrage
-overwhelmed
panicked
-paranoid
-perplexed
-pessimism
-pity
-possessive
-powerless
puzzled
-rage
-rattled
-regret
-rejected
-reluctant
-remorseful
-resentment
-resignation
-restlessness
revulsion
-ruthless
sadness
scared
-scorn
-self-conscious
-self-critical
-self-doubtful
-self-loathing
-self-pity
shame
-shocked
smug
sorrow
-spite
stressed
-stubborn
stuck
-submissive
-suffering
sullen
-suspicious
tension
terror
tired
-torment
-troubled
-uncertainty
-undermined
uneasiness
-unhappy
-unnerved
-unsettled
-unsure
upset
-vengeful
vicious
vigilant
vulnerable
-weak
woe
worried
wrath
Many of these emotions are explained in the ITCH course…
And although upset itself is a feeling, not an emotion per se… it can have an emotional component, where things are not the way one has expected them… when one compares them. Another should.
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Warning: this article is written in a stream of consciousness way… and I am unwilling to rewrite it to prose… Let’s see if you can follow me to the rabbit hole… lol
Last week was quite uneventful, as far as drama goes.
No “attacks” from the Dark Side, no big drama anywhere. Things were flowing.
My new book, Effortless Abundance is drawing good reviews, and I am writing the sequel.
We’ve made a major discovery: a missing piece no one suspected, to raising your vibration.
Until last night.
There is this marketing master I have befriended. Our whole relationship has been going on quite public, and I didn’t care. Then he sent my a private email, and sent me one of his ebooks he sells for money.
At first I didn’t want to read it. Then I read it, but was very uncomfortable with it.
It felt like this guy is condescending to me.
Sounds like an oxymoron, right?
After all unless you inherited your fortune or still live in the 4-star service environment of the womb… there is no such a thing… at least most of us don’t know about it.
I surely didn’t set out with that goal: creating effortless abundance.
Neither effortless nor abundance is part of my upbringing.
In fact I grew up to work hard (effort) and do not waste.
We were poor for a while, and my father never forgot that. But somehow, I became a hoarder.
I got beaten for it, but it didn’t stop me from doing it: hoarded the newspaper, the TV magazine, my mother’s manicure set… whatever I used, I wanted to own it, have instant unlimited access to it.
I lived in lack. It wasn’t real, but it was as real as if I were starving: it was my reality.
I wanted everything. I wanted to taste everything too… so I tasted and purged.
I was very protective of my time too: I would go to sleep around the time my parents left work, sleep through dinner and TV, and get up after they went to bed, to do my school work.
Sharing? No way.
I kept checks and balances and was very sensitive to be always around a balance: another scarcity tactic.
I didn’t have the goal to have abundance, and I didn’t have the goal to have an effortless life.
I remember 1987: just after the big stock market crash in October I lost my freelance job as an architect. I just bought a car, and spent all my savings on that. I was literally penniless.
I was let go between two sessions of a seminar called “More Money Workshop”
It taught that there is nothing missing unless you say so. Hm, that was really new to me. I started to practice not saying so… I never considered changing my mind, I was really hellbent on surviving this unemployment phase without my mind going with it.
I, and some of my students, are experiencing, what you could call the Global Negativity Transmission.
Although it is not pleasant, it is not harmful, unless…
Imagine yourself at a research lab. Medical or psychological research.
you have wires attached to different parts of your body.
You are not told exactly what they are experimenting with, actually they don’t even want you to find out, because it forfeits the accuracy of the results of the research. Just like placebos: you won’t have a placebo effect if you know you took a placebo, will you?
So you are sitting there and a sense of gloom and doom comes over you. Your mind jumps in and starts looking for the reason. It will look in the past, it has no access to the present.
Depending on your personal history and personality, it will come up with a reasonable explanation why you are feeling that gloom and doom.
For the rest of the day you can’t shake it off… actually you are going deep into the old memory, the old grievance, pain, wound, disappointment.
Next day you go to your daily hour-long experiment “job” and finding that breathing is becoming exceedingly difficult. The mind, again, jumps in and explains it with some knowledge the mind has… and now, in addition of gloom and doom, you are dissatisfied, or angry, or irritated.
The third day brings on doubt. Doubt in yourself, doubt in the research, doubt if you are spending your time wisely, so you quit.
In about the week you feel better and go back… but the cycle of doom starts again.
What’s going on?
Those wires and electrodes are just an excuse, just a smokescreen, to make you think that you will know when you are getting some input, but the input comes through thin air, through energy waves, from an unidentified source, giving you the flavor of the day negativity…
When governments fear people, there is liberty. When the people fear the government, there is tyranny. — Thomas Jefferson
It’s hard to decide who is afraid of who.
My students asked yesterday on the call: “Are you going to be safe, Sophie?”
It is not my path to be safe.
In 1988 I learned a technique (an exercise, really) that can help someone with a quiet mind descend deep inside and find the root of things.
I had just recently discovered that my default future was “I am going to be thrown out…” Thrown out of a volunteer job (17 times), thrown out of a course I paid for, thrown out of class, thrown out of a job (too many to count).
What was underneath is this: “I am on borrowed time…” i.e. life is short, make the best of it, who knows when you’ll be terminated.
I asked my neighbor across the hall to help me with that: you need two people for the exercise.
I had an interesting discovery today.
Children and adults that have played music, seriously, or sang professionally, or participated in athletics or gymnastics, or other competitive sports that required you to have good control over your body, are able to raise their vibration faster, connect better, and get the activators more fully than people who either didn’t, or just relied on their natural talent, but didn’t actually train.
Why? Because these kinesthetic faculties, feeling faculties are enabling them to use more of what’s available to them, not just their mind.
Your mind is a stupid computer.
Every computer is stupid. Why? Because it is garbage in/garbage out.
It is not the computer that is smart, it is the operator.
People that live in their minds have no operator.
You know I am a movie lover: every movie teaches me something it never intended to teach… it was an unconscious motivator of the movie makers… and this is what I want to talk to you about today.
First, before you start thinking about Hollywood movies and other cliches, I am going to talk about foreign movies. That is where you are going to see, clear as the sun, how this insidious and unstoppable (?) “trend” goes towards The New World Order: the uniform slavery of all peoples of the planet under the thumbs of a handful (5) few.
There have been a quite a few movies, Israeli, a German Jewish Movie, a Turkish, and a Hungarian movie.
Let’s start with the Israeli movies. Israeli Jewish movies.
Jews have been the scapegoats of society for about 3400 years.
Suddenly, out of the “blue” everyone knew that the Jews are responsible for all the troubles of all peoples. Draught: it must have been the Jews. Epidemic? it’s the Jews fault. Poverty, obviously the Jews had something to do with it.
Anastasia from the Ringing Cedars series says that it was a man-made phenomenon: the priests of Egypt picked the Jews for the “job”.
So, here we are 3400 years later, and the Jews are better at hating themselves than even Hitler hated them.
I have known that we are sheep… I can see it. Everywhere.
Thinking is not taught, not encouraged, only having thoughts.
Critical thinking isn’t what gets you promoted in corporations, and besides, who has time for that with the television on 24/7.
I spoke with a guy today who puts a micro speaker under his mattress and it blasts music all night, lest he would have a moment of quiet to face himself and his shadow side.
The new world order, compared to it the “Brave New World” or “1984” or “The Matrix” were nothing like a fantasy…
The only question is, are there enough people that care… or humanity has really degraded itself and have given its aspirations up for greatness and accepted, like sheep, slavery.
Watch this documentary below and let me know if the New Humanity could count on you… or if getting off is the best choice… Please. Comment anonymously, I don’t mind. Just speak up. Let me know what to expect. OK?
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