What is the Self? Part 2


What is the Self? Part 2
So, the question is still: what is the self, the self that you honor when you talk about integrity? Integrity is being true to your self…

What is the self that you esteem in self-esteem. (Esteem means ‘hold in high regard’)

What is the self in self-expression? What is the self that is through and through in authentic self? What is the self that pursues its purpose?

You have no answer, and neither have any real and useful answer the videos on youtube, or philosophical books. What they do is create more confusion, lump the self together with ego, or with consciousness… well, they are all confused puppies, sorry.

So what is MY answer, and why is it more valid than famous people’s “answer”?
Why is it, that wherever you look, there is verbal and real confusion, and no one has an answer.

The question is: is this part of the millennia old effort to reduce humanity to sheep?

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Understanding, mental representation, wrapping your mind around things


What big words, Sophie… ugh. Mental representation? huh?

But it is important to understand what your words mean, the words you use.

I am not sure what understanding is… I never use this word about myself. I either get it or I don’t. I either see it or I don’t. And something I cannot see how it connects to other things… but I don’t use my “mind” to approach things.
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What is the Self? Is it the same as the ego? Or the witness? or the Soul?


Here is my horoscope for this week…

Enlarge the Self
This may be the best week in a long time to practice the art of crazy wisdom. And what is crazy wisdom? Here’s how novelist Tom Robbins described it to *Shambhala Sun*: It’s “a philosophical worldview that recommends swimming against the tide, cheerfully seizing the short end of the stick, embracing insecurity, honoring paradox, courting the unexpected, celebrating the unfamiliar, shunning orthodoxy, volunteering for tasks nobody else wants or dares to do, and breaking taboos in order to destroy their power. It’s the wisdom of those who turn the tables on despair by lampooning it, and who neither seek authority nor submit to it.” And why should you do any of that weird stuff? Robbins: “To enlarge the soul, light up the brain, and liberate the spirit.”
and here is a video:

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On Psychic channeling, psychic channelers, entities, and such… UPDATED


Channelers are experiencing an unprecedented amount of attention and wealth.

Why is that: channeling comes closest to organized religion: there is an all-knowing figurehead that answers questions, pronounces truths, teaches, preaches, and does your bidding in a lot of ways. A dependence develops between the entity and you… you are hooked. You found your tit from which to suck your knowledge, and you have been relieved from having to think for yourself.

People are hoping to have answers, hoping to be sure before they do something, want guidance, and the channel is more than willing to provide that.

Chenneling reminds me of the gipsy I met some 40 years ago on a sunny spring day, much like today. I was on my way to pick up my paycheck at work, though I was on sick leave, but I had to live.

Paycheck meant cash then, no checks in Hungary, I don’t even think they have checking system even now. They carry around cash, though they have credit cards.

Anyway, I was in a sunshiny mood, and the gipsy showed up and offered to tell me my future.

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The courage to be yourself, Your TRUE self


I had an insight yesterday that was completely driven home today by my guidance system.

We see something, and then it’s gone.

It is gone, and it didn’t have time or a receiver to impart the important learning in what we saw.

This happens with such frequency, that we stop paying attention to our inner guidance, our bodies talking to us… 

We see the the feeling for a moment from the corner of our consciousness, and the guidance is lost… again.

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What is my experience with healing stones? Crystals? Do they heal or are they a fraud?


What is my experience with healing stones?

The question comes from the limited perspective of the human mind. In the physical existence we need to rely on our five senses, and inside the five senses, there is no sense that can tell if a stone or a crystal is doing something or not… or not quite. If we were sensitive enough, if we didn’t resist every “negative” feeling, we could feel the feeling vibrations of a stone, but most of us don’t.

Bach flowers, the energies in the Bach Flower Remedies or Bach Flower energies, have an energetic signature. It is much like music, recognizable, has a mood, a tempo, a timber to it. It evokes a feeling. A mood.

When you ingest the Bach Flower remedies, the feelings are matched. The feeling of the flower, the feeling of the Bach Flower energy. They are meeting your feelings, blocked feelings, resisted feelings head on and they effectively release the blockage.

The vibrational pattern, the vibrational signature of the organized, intentional energy of the Bach Flower Energy wins every time. It smoothes out the tangles wires, and you feel better.

Let’s follow this last analogy to see how this works with stones. Each stone has an energetic signature. When it is big enough and you put it next to your body, it will work two possible ways:

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I am depleted. Where did my energy go?


I could say “I am depleted” as I have always said: I am running on empty. I could also say: I feel emotionally and intellectually empty. But like you, I can benefit from adding to my vocabulary of state-expressing words, and feeling-indicating words.

When I don’t feel energized, when I am not full of creativity and when I don’t have three new articles almost ready to write, when I don’t feel like I have new programs to launch, then eventually I start to wonder, maybe even worry.
It’s not like me to have nothing to say.
Why? What happened? Where did my energy go?
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Energetic Brain Cleansing… Foggy Brain, Alzheimers, Parkinsons Beware UPDATED


Energetic Brain Cleansing… Foggy Brain, Alzheimers, Parkinsons Beware

We’ve been doing brain cleansing with Source Light, for about a year now. Honestly, I don’t know how it is doing it, I don’t know what it exactly does, but I can tell you the results I have experienced on myself and on participants of those sessions:

My eye sight improves by far. After those sessions I can see as well without my glasses, as with them before the session. Maybe even better, the foggy hazy edges of my visual field are gone. Long? No. For about 4 days.

I sleep better. I am sharper, remember without effort, have more energy, and am in a better mood.

Students: they are able to get off their depression meds, their anxiety meds, their ADD meds. We haven’t had anyone with Alzheimer or Parkinsons, but if brain cleansing has any effect on those, I am sure they would experience a reversal of symptoms, or something like that.

One of my students suggested that I write a book on what we do, like the brain cleansing, and honestly I didn’t think it would be worth my time, I prefer doing it than writing about it. Why? Because when you write about something that you do, you need to make it meaning-full for the reader, so you add stuff that is not your direct experience, and you become one of those people that are all Tree of Knowledge. It’s not my path, so I am reluctant.

But I am willing to write an article about brain cleansing, one of my favorite things to do, so here you go.

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Talk Back To Me: On responsibility of earning the knowledge


A student writes:
Sophie –

I watched Jurassic Park for the first time since it came out last night. There was a scene that stopped me short and I repeated multiple times. I pasted the scene below.

To me this is yet another example of a truth that has popping up all around me since first beginning to understand the distinction while reading your website a number of months ago.

Knowledge must be earned through direct experience. Earning requires discipline and commitment – 2 things I have spent much of my life avoiding. It is my responsibility not contribute to the drivel and lies by offering only what I have experienced myself.

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