I, occasionally, maybe twice a week, get listless…
So I have been looking into what this listlessness really is. Is it an emotion? Is it a feeling? Where is it coming from?
It’s an unpleasant feeling. Not restful… quite the opposite, it makes me want to get rid of it.
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I am still undecided about making my posts public. I will not stop writing, because writing is how I do my processing, and I will never want to stop processing. But whether I will make it available, my most secret, most precious thoughts to everyone off the street, that is a question I am pondering.
I attempted to turn the blog into a members only site, and it failed. Once burned twice shy, I am not sure what I want to do… So while I am processing this, I will still write articles, or republish others’ if it’s appropriate, like this one:
Nine Voices, Nine Movies
Each of us speaks and writes without thinking. This is why so much of what we say is predictable. Do you want to be more interesting? Choose an unusual perspective and verb tense. A movie begins in the mind of the listener every time you speak or write. At whom is your camera aimed?
Everybody teaches that what you think about comes about. What they base this inane untruth on is the bad things that you somehow seem to “make happen” by concentrating on them through fear.
And although the fear-based “manifestation” is true a lot of the time, the “positive” manifestation happens only as accident, if ever.
The basis of the “negative manifestation” is called self fulfilling prophecy in psychology, which is a pseudo-science based on observation and theories.
Most of the theories in any discipline are wrong, so nothing special about psychology. What is special is how pseudo religion, law of attraction made it a law… churns my stomach. And we all ate it in our fervent desire to gain some control over our lives.
Mistakes… what causes them?
Today is a day when I am mistake-prone. The source of 99% of all my mistakes have been caused by a phenomenon that I see in everyone I speak with… so I am not alone.
The biggest difference between different people is only the frequency with which the incidents occur, no one is immune to this mistake.
I noticed that when I have worry or greed (eager is a version of greed) present, they make my vibration incoherent. I make this type of mistakes far more often. Even my dyslexia is tripling in symptoms when I am incoherent.
How to insult a whole subcontinent? Say you don’t like their food…
Back in 1970, my mother hosted a symposium on some urban planning issue… and a few American professors attended. At a dinner my mother asked me to attend, I spoke to those professors, and they liked me… This was a year before I graduated from architecture school, I was offered a scholarship to Princeton University to get another degree, in urban planning. I had no idea what urban planning was really… but regardless I said… No, thank you.
I said, Naaaay, I am not interested. The professors didn’t even blink.
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What is the fastest way to devolve… the greased chute to lose your vibration? To move yourself to the horizontal plane…
Sometimes I write articles to solve an issue for myself… Tai calls this chess-like assiduity… lol.
Sometimes I write articles to address and issue one or more clients are dealing with… and help them solve it for themselves. Because, remember, when things don’t go well… there is something that you don’t know/don’t see
And sometimes I write articles to prevent an issue for a client, and issue that is predictably coming.
This article fits category two and three… Some clients are struggling with an issue the other clients are about to encounter…
The issue is devolving. Greased chute to hell… Not a happy issue, is it?
So, let’s get starting.
Why would I insult you like this? If it is insulting to you, I apologize. Looking from your mind, I am probably wrong.
But looking from reality, looking from existence, your behavior is weird.
Your actions are inconsistent with what you really want, your actions seem like preprogrammed… no matter what, behave this way.
Summary: this is a heavy duty psychological excavation of what is secretly running your life… but it is worth reading. but if you like to just nod and do nothing with what you read, don’t read it… it is wasted on you.
I had an interesting and unexpected experience today.
A few years ago I bought a woman’s book to help her becoming an Amazon best seller author. I didn’t read the book. Never opened it past the introduction.
Now that I am trying to sell my thousands of books on Amazon, I ran into it…
I started to read her author’s bio on the site, and I had a huge attack of sorts.
Hate, anger, the desire to kill. Tears sprung into my eyes, my muscles tensed, I gritted my teeth, and my body was shaking. Wow. I haven’t had that in a long time.
99% of humanity looks at the world, at what’s happening, at everything as an Effect does.
You can be Cause in life and you can be Effect.
You can’t even begin raising your vibration until you become, at least partially, Cause in your life, Cause of everything.
A Half Truth is Still a Whole Lie (Yiddish Proverb)
I don’t do this often. But today of all days I watched two videos, a total of about two hours… both on super consciousness.
The most important takeaway I had is the Yiddish proverb, that a half truth is still a whole lie.
So, what does that really mean? If someone’s vibration, or the truth level of their teaching is, let’s be generous, 250… should you follow that person? Should you make that person your spiritual guide?
