I wasn’t planning on it. It just happened. A whole new insight…
I somehow got onto a youtube page that features a number of autistic videos. And I am going crazy… I am shutting down, I want to run, I am crying…
WTF is going on?
Turns out that the videos, as videos go, record the emotions of the scenes.
I watch a lot of Netflix series. I also read a lot. And I abandon a lot of books and a lot of series… in the middle.
There are certain scenarios I cannot be with… lust is one of them.
From my correspondence:
[7:55:31 PM] Alex Makarski: read your recent articles
i’m afraid to sound condescending
even though i know you won’t take it that way
your writing keep getting better
simpler, stronger
vibrant
some time, could you explain the difference between gratitude and appreciation?
people always pile them up into the same thing and use in the same sentence
i don’t know the answer but i feel you do
[8:13:30 PM] Sophie Maven: appreciation has no direction, gratitude does.
you just appreciate something, but you are grateful to someone, for something
in appreciation you don’t have to acknowledge source, but you have to risk that appreciating what is will keep you stuck with it
in gratitude you need to be vulnerable to someone and take the risk of having to reciprocate, having to have earned what you got, or some other really horrible and nasty things that ego is mortally afraid of
that means, gratitude is a bigger existential risk, and therefore a higher vibration
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Possibility. Impossibility. Why is one and not the other?
Humans are weird creatures. They will go for the impossible… and snub the possible.
Snub possibility
Let’s distinguish possibility, shall we?
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The particular filter I am looking through here, answering this question, is the Jim Rohn “you need to change who you are” who.
I cannot see it all, and I can tell you, it is not yet who I need to be so I can have all I want, but I am getting closer.
One of the fundamental shifts in the who is how I relate to doing and results.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dz2vrNIH9kI
Every Tom, Dick, and Harry teaches manifesting. Are all these people wrong?
Do I dare saying that manifesting is not possible, or will I succumb to my fear of being killed, and tell you to calm down: you can manifest, if you do it right, if you just want it bad enough?
I probably should be scared, but to tell you the truth, when it’s time, I’ll die peacefully, knowing that I lived in integrity. That is all anyone can hope for in a lifetime.
Now, with regards to this manifesting issue, here is the scoop:
…or how should you go from where you are to where you want to be, emotionally, in your health, wealth, love, and happiness.
I ended my core group training, and as it seems I now have some energy to coach.
Instantly three “associates” called, on the same day, and I accepted all three for some friendly coaching: just for the fun of it.
Who or what kind of people are people I like to coach:
They need to have a business already. That shows courage and direction. That shows that they are above 95% of humanity, maybe even more. They are up to something and therefore the coaching can have a direction.
They need to need the coaching, and they need to know it. They need to request it and make a commitment to take the steps I recommend. Rare indeed.
One of these people probably won’t have a big enough commitment and will be “fired” by me.
Another one of these people is probably going to want to quit when the going gets tough or make me do his work… I’ll probably fire him.
The third guy will succeed, beyond his wildest dreams.
How do I know it? Because when I shared with him the article I wrote some three years ago on the method of turning a big ship around in a tight bay, he cried. I mean wept…
Then he found the video below: and sent it to me. He was “touched, moved and inspired.”
He will take actions, even though it is his son’s birthday and Easter all at the same time. Even though he has a wife with “good ideas” to keep him busy and off-track… 🙁
One of the vibration gurus I am getting links to is Christie Marie Sheldon or her program: Love Or Above.
Christie’s vibration is 240
My muscle test shows that she has never connected directly to Source, so I assume that she got this vibration from the Planetary Ascension download, and didn’t actually “earn it” herself.
The question I have is how can she claim to connect you and help you raise your vibration to 520 (in my experience it is more like 526-540 where love is!) if she has never raised her own vibration.
Is being a good marketer and being a pretty blonde is all people need to trust their life to someone? I wonder.
Christie Marie Sheldon is just one of those false gurus that the world is full of… guaranteed to be attracting you if you are one of a kind… a fake.
Let me measure your vibration?Click on the link to request a vibrational reading…The Map of Consciousness will show you what it means.
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It was about 10 years ago. I was getting somewhat better by drinking energized water. Not well, mind you, better. My skin was clearing up, and I had less occurrences of narcolepsy, where I would fall asleep in the middle of speaking, or driving.
I was way up in Colorado. It was a seminar by Marshall Thurber. I was already muscle testing my food… and most everything they had there tested “no” for me.
One of the “celebrity guests” at the seminar was Bill Harris. He is an excellent marketer, the marketer of Holosync. I was a diligent Holosync user… so I was excited seeing him there.
On the last day he and I started to talk (I think I was stalking him) and it came to the topic of water… I started to share about energized water.
He got really upset, and self-righteous, saying that it was bullshit, water is water is water.
I never used Holosync again. I use Bill’s emails to see what I should avoid. Like Mary Morrissey, whose program he is pushing today.
So this article is going to be about the invisible… and inside that invisible, a little bit about Mary Morrissey.
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Fear is an issue. It’s universal. You have it, I have it. You have to have it. It is the 200,000 year old hardware… where your life was lived out in an environment where everything was a threat to your survival.
Today’s fears are the same, except today the threats to your survival are missing… and yet, the fears continue.
Your path to the next level of evolution, Human Being, is the beingness of fearless… where you consider fear a necessary evil, and you take it with you wherever you go, big and small, safe or dangerous, like you would take a child with you who needs your support.
One of the sources of what to read is the book-list of people that are light years ahead of me, like Charlie Munger, the billionaire. I’ve read science books because of his book list. Other ideas come from my own articles: like reading Sarah Singer and Blair Singer, whose books and videos are setting my world on fire right now.
Believe it or not, I spend the bulk of my time studying, reading, watching videos, testing, and writing articles. About 3-4 hours a week on eating, preparing stuff, hygiene, and food shopping. etc. and the rest on business per se.
The biggest challenge I have is to remember to generate income.
