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If you feel like I have slighted you, can you learn from me?

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I had a cat a decade or so ago. Her name was Kiki. She had a relationship with me that was very similar to my clients’ relationship with me.

I could say love and hate, but it would be a lie.
I could say need and resentment… that is the closest I can get to wording what was the essence.

My cat was a stray kitten when I adopted her. I already had another cat, a huge tomcat. But occasionally I invited the tiny and scrawny kitten to eat. She ran in and ran out several times. Took a bite and then ran. I guess to make sure that she wasn’t imprisoned.

And then, at some point she moved in with me.

At some point I took her to the vet to spay her… and she never forgave me for that. She hid in the basement for many days before hunger forced her to come upstairs.

In a way she was the ideal cat for me: she snubbed me during the day, and she warmed my bed during the night.
Until at age 13 she lost her sense of self.
I am writing you to teach you something. This is not just a nice story about a cat… So listen up.

I’ll talk with human words, words that will teach you something. Accurate about humans, may not be accurate about cats.

She used to pee and poop, and all was well. But at age 13 first she lost her control of her peeing… and peed in the bed.

Soon after that she considered her poop not hers… and ran from it… shrieking like a banshee.
She didn’t HAVE pooping, pooping chased her.
OK, back to humans: I found out yesterday that my clients have a deep resentment towards me.

What they resent is something I said about them. Mostly to them, occasionally to someone else.

What I said felt like an invalidation, an indictment of you. You are a liar, you are this, you are that.

Of course language is to blame, but I should know better. But I didn’t know it is taken as indictment.
OK, so what is happening under the hood?
Taking what anyone says, even what YOU say as indictment is not working, and whenever something is not working, there is something in the invisible that you either don’t know or you have forgotten.
You are your self. the owner of aspects of you. Your actions, your behavior, your attitude are your ’employees’.
So when due to language deficiency I call you a liar, I am not talking about your self. I am talking about your behavior. Your employee.

And as far as your behavior goes, I am not insulting you. And I am not putting a label on you. I am not indicting you. I am talking about something that is within your power to own or change.
It is yours. But it is not you.
You wouldn’t consider that you are your hand… No, you tell your hand what to do… it is an employee of yours. You are the owner. If you want your hand to do different things, you would tell them that, and that would be that.
But, probably because of sloppy language, you think that your behavior is you. That your attitude is you. You think that YOU need to change.
I don’t think there is anything wrong with anyone, and you are
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Dark Side Report, June 2012

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How And With What Methods And Vehicles Does The Dark Side Spread And Gain Ground? Mind-share and heart-share…
Don’t be mistaken: the Dark Side is growing, and in spite of self-professed do-gooders, light-workers, etc. the Dark Side is back to 40%.

Last year in June I spent six week downloading the First Phase Activators into every human inhabitant of the planet.

In the process I accidentally trapped the Dark Side and eliminated it.

For two straight months after that the Dark Side didn’t exist. Then slowly it started to creep up.

I measured it yesterday, and it’s up to 40%.

How come in less than a year it managed to grow itself back? It’s because the Light has almost no support.

I am reading book 5 of the Ringing Cedar Series. It’s by now degraded itself into a dogmatic piece of “party line” literature.

It has exhausted all its Source inspiration, and the 5th book’s vibration is now 200, down from 600 the first and the second volume.

Why is that?

Because the agenda: 100% Tree of Knowledge interpretation of what is good has taken completely over the book.

It is now growing the Dark Side… in spite of its original declared intent.

I see the same tendency at other places as well…

One of the TV shows that I watched over and over on Netflix, “Lie To Me” was really useful to me by distinguishing the look of certain impossible-to-hide emotions.

The second reason it was really useful, because it held up a mirror to me: I recognized disloyalty as a behavior I had. Seeing it on the monitor allowed me to change that behavior, consciously, and for good.

For reasons not quite clear to me, I am sitting in front of my computer, and scenes from that TV show are moving back and forth in my head, pausing and showing details of tone of voice, word usage, facial expressions that betray disloyalty in the series episodes.

Millions of people watched that show, and they are much less discerning than me. I bet if I started to talk about disloyalty, betrayal on that show, people would not know what I am talking about.

Crime movies, action flicks are a great vehicle for the Dark Side.

We learn about the world and about values from what we watch. Unconsciously. Our parents, our peers, our teachers, our co-workers, our bosses, our movies.

One of my teachers does underhanded things. Why? Because he can.

What put me into this out-of-balance state, I just see it now, something that happened two days ago.

They invited former and current students of an expensive course, promising further training.

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Seeing process: the ratcheting power of success

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One of the concepts that none of my students have gotten before is process. Until now.
And maybe when she shares what she sees you’ll be able to see what you haven’t seen before. Whether you are a student of mine or just a reader.

This is from a student of mine. She has been in training for nine months. It’s taken that long to reach the state where she is ready for ‘step 1’ as she calls it.
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Energies

Are all energies healing energies? Or transformative energies? What about Reiki? Omega Shakti System?

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Are all energies healing energies? Or transformative energies?
Before I realized that I can talk to Source and Source will answer, I learned two energy modalities.

One was an energy modality called, and you can still get attuned

https://www.helix3.com
https://www.omegashakti.com/

The founder died a few years ago. I knew him personally, he spent a few days with us (my then boy-friend and myself) in Syracuse, NY.

I was first exposed to those energies inside the Omega Shakti System 12 years ago, then I bought quite a few of those energies.

You don’t really buy the energies, you buy the right to use them, and how you can use them is that you get attuned.

In my humble opinion, the whole attunement is a scam, a way for people to sell something. Attunement also comes witht he story that

Only a designated teacher can attune you
If you reveal the technique to an non-initiate (meaning someone who didn’t pay for the attunement) you’ll lose the energy.
In the Omega Shakti System the threat was even more severe: it said that the whole “matrix” of energies get weakened by your betrayal of this secrecy.

This is much similar to what Maharishi did: he has 8 mantras, and you pay for the privilege to have your own “designated, perfect fit” mantra, and you pay 1200 dollars: at the time I bought it that was my entire monthly income. What a scam!

I bought quite a few of the Omega Energies. They are supposed to be transformative and healing. I didn’t have any way at the time to check if the claims are true. But I had my doubt: the originator was wretched to the max, both physically and other ways.

His emotional maturity was at the level of a teenager, his behavior: ditto. He was riddled with diseases, and died quite prematurely.

My then boy friend was an emotional wreck as well, a self-medicating addict. That should tell you something.

I loved wielding those energies: they were strong, and they were very definite. But when I muscle tested it today, they didn’t do much. Light show, fireworks, show and tell.

There was one energy that actually did some of what it claimed it would do: the pattern puller… But I came to learn that it pretty much did it only for me: I did it with all my conscious awareness, and not just as a mechanical exercise.

It’s quite time consuming, but it seems to loosen your stuck way of being, pride, self-centeredness, negativity, hopelessness, tendency to give up, etc. Pretty much the same stuff the Bach Flower Energies® (the energies of the Bach Flower Remedies) deal with no work, so I haven’t don’t any of it. But muscle test says that it works, if you have the conscious awareness and purity of thought. Which means that only one out of a thousand can make it work.

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Where do those energies come from?
I need to tell you the tale of creation, so hang on for a second.

In the beginning there was just one undifferentiated energy, the one we call Source. It could create with its own thought, it was an intelligent energy.

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67 step Coaching, invisible dynamics, Low vibration - high vibration, podcasts

I started to read my one non-fiction book of the quarter.

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This morning I started to read my one non-fiction book for the quarter. John Carlton’s The Entrepreneur’s Guide To Getting Your Shit Together

I wish I have read it a decade or two ago. It would have made a huge difference.

It brought to light a ‘delusional’ worldview I have, where I expect people to do what I would do.

I’d never realized, and I am in shock. I am mortified, and it is, sometimes, too late, even though it’s not over till the fat lady sings. But I think it may be too late for me, but it is not too late for you.

So I am sharing it, even though I look bad… I am OK with that.
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Muscle Testing To Raise Your Vibration

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Muscle Testing To Raise Your Vibration

I have been trying to get the Muscle Testing program ready for sale, but I have had a snag: the emotions list was too long, too cumbersome, and most people would not be able or willing to go through a list of 100 stages… including myself.

Even measuring the vibrational level of each feeling didn’t feel right. Now what?!

But I suddenly had an inspiration, a minute ago, and I think I have had the solution all along, just didn’t think of it that way.

The Bach Flower Emotions and the Bach Flower Energies are perfect. They are recognizable, they are real, they cover all the field of character defect and attitude errors.

So I am going to use those as a guidance system to attack your “garden pests” in the garden of your being.

How does it work?

You observe your symptoms. You find the matching Bach Flower Remedy. You either buy the remedy at your local health food store, or order it online. You practice observing the ego aspects of your personality, and with the help of the Flower you transform it.

You will use muscle testing to make sure that you are picking the right Flower. But even if you pick the wrong one, you are going to start the work of weed picking, and your vibration will rise.

You’ll get better, and you’ll fly higher.

Warning: you should do this for the purpose of identifying, and correcting your ego-self. To get instant gratification is nice, but will not raise your vibration permanently: you need to earn your vibration and you can only do it with conscious work.

The Flowers help but will only do transformation, which is impermanent. Transfiguration is the goal: that is permanent.

So, what is your next step?

Your best bet is to buy a book on Bach Flower Remedies: I like the books by Mechthild Scheffer and Stefan Ball. I, personally, nowadays, always refer to Mechthild Scheffer’s book: it speaks the language I resonate with: I read it and feel the feeling associated with the flower… perfect for me. Which means, to me, that I find her the most “Tree of Life” and the others Tree of Knowledge… i.e. they got to their conclusions through thinking, not connecting.

Nevertheless, I think the workbook by Stefan Ball is useful for you. Buy them locally, or order them from Amazon. I buy them on Amazon.

I will quote each flower from Mechthild’s book and add my empath observations, maybe experience.

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If your life is a ‘no matter what I do’ life… listen up

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Most lives are like that… never really getting from A to B…

I just read something really profound that can change your life.

Don’t think about being consistently great. It’s a trap. It’s impossible. Think about being great at being consistent. It’s a reliable path to growth and achieving one’s potential that makes a lot more sense.

Replace ‘great’ with whatever you are weak at…

One of my students invented herself being excellent… and it has proven to be harmful. It acted like a straitjacket she needed to escape from.
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Vibrational Reviews

Anastasia and the Ringing Cedars of Russia: Fact of Fiction?

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Anastasia and the Ringing Cedars of Russia: Fact of Fiction?
A few months ago someone asked about the vibration of Anastasia.

I said 600. I finally bit the bullet and bought the whole set of books.

I was really curious, what is in these books that a whopping 20 million people bought them.

I am halfway through the first of the nine books, and this is, so far, my take (with Source’s help and muscle testing, of course.)
The idea and Utopia that is detailed in this book, vibrates at 600.
About 10% of it is based on facts the rest is fantasy, much like the wildly popular Harry Potter series of the Lord of the Ring Trilogy.
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Inventing oneself… the subtraction way of sculpting

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At or after your original incident, you invented yourself first.

In fact, most people invented themselves many times… creating themselves as a layer cake.

I am not a baker. My mother didn’t have a working oven until I was about 10… maybe that’s why I never warmed to cookies and cakes.

But I am a brick mason… and bricks are laid much like the layers of a cake. If the previous layer was crooked, the wall will be crooked, and maybe it will even fall down.

The created self is crooked. Each layer tells a story that doesn’t quite fit with the other layers.
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Why Muscle Testing Is Your Enemy And Why You Avoid The Truth Like A Plague?

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Why Muscle Testing Is Your Enemy And Why You Avoid The Truth Like A Plague?

Muscle testing has been my main modality of getting answers from Source. I also get stomach lurch as a yes, nodding of my head as a yes when in a direct back and forth communication to Source, but the easiest and most straight forward way I get to decide if something is true or not, is muscle testing.

I also know that a lot of people come to my site searching for muscle testing articles, so I decided to teach my core group students, the testers, muscle testing.

Easy, I thought, we do it through a few webinars, and then I can sell our recordings, and we’ll make some money. Yummy. Not.

The plan went well until the point where the students actually needed to DO the muscle testing.

Then all hell broke loose… or better said, hell froze over. That describes what happened a lot better.

My students responded with glazed over eyes, stone faces, and long silences. One even lost their ability to understand English.

WTF, you say. No, I said that. You may know something I didn’t… but am starting to get.

As I am going over the recordings, preparing them to be sold, I am noticing something that during the webinar I could not see. I was sooooo frustrated, pretending to be compassionate and understanding, it is no wonder I didn’t catch this during the webinars.

Muscle testing, or access to the Truth about anything is a threat to your identity.

What is identity? Identity is a construct. There are many ways to poke into it, fairy tales, fables, rackets, and such, but we won’t concern ourselves with that right now.

The only aspect of identity we’ll be interested in is the one that is true for everyone, that is not individual, that the king and the pauper share alike.

Identity is like a rocking chair. It stays put, and it seems like moving, but it isn’t. It oscillates. Its design is only interested in it staying the same. Its design is interested in justifying that it isn’t going anywhere.

It’s a mighty power. Stronger than the love of a mother, often stronger than the will to live. Its center is very close to the bottom, and it always returns, even after some rocking, to being stationary and the same.

Let’s look at some examples of the resistance of the identity: I hope it will be instructional, though I don’t even hope that it will make a difference: given that only 1% of all humanity is willing to change, you are most likely not one of the 1%. But it will be interesting, so read on.

I will not use names, I will use their “identity identifier animal” instead.

Example #1: The Porcupine: she is a lovely little animal. Undisturbed she will do what she does… but anything sudden, anything exposing her, will instantly activate her self-protecting machinery: she will roll up in a neat ball. When she thinks the danger of anything confronting passes, she unrolls, and behaves as if nothing happened.During the classes she refuses to be called to the mat, refuses to be confronted, will turn off her camera, will speak away from the microphone… that is a little like as if she is crossed with an ink fish, lol.
Example #2: The deer caught in the headlight. We all know this animal: it would prefer to be killed than be discovered that she is alive. Or he… lol.Just a second before the headlight coming on he claims he wants to cross the highway, but forget about it, no way, “I am not going.” Has elements of a mule; stubborn, obstinate, and it’s all your fault.
Example #3: The Fish. Slippery, you won’t be able to pin it down, he will slime out of everything. No matter how many times he tells you how committed he is, his behavior tells you otherwise.
Example #4: The Sloth. Feels entirely unwilling to do anything right, he lowers his standards until even he can feel good about himself. His greatest accomplishment is his good figure. He will humor you because you are his ticket to what he needs but is unwilling to get himself.
Example #5: The Spider: he hides in the corner of her web waiting for fate to deliver her food. Then, when the “food” stopped showing any energy, she will sneak out “boldly” and eat it. She doesn’t want to know that she is cowardly, she just wants to be respected and acknowledged for the mad dash to the middle of her web…

I hear you, I hear you. You are asking: what animal are you, Sophie? I am the skunk. I use ‘looking threatening’ and spraying as a tool to keep a distance. I am basically afraid of intimacy, so I attack or threaten. I prefer that you hate me to being loved and touched. I will threaten you, throw you off the call… don’t come near me!

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