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The Soul, The Ego, The body… all want something different

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Until you get, in your bones, in your everywhere that we are in this all together, you won’t be able to look at the world differently

Last night I had a really tough time falling asleep. I was alert, my brain working overtime.

As often, I started to download the Heaven on Earth bundle… consciously, paying attention to how it lands, all 48 energies with which one resists how it is.

I noticed grief. I am not grieving… so what is? Not another person… then what? I located the grief below my left shoulder… at the seat of the soul.

The soul was grieving.

So I communed with the soul, like a good mother that I am.
The soul is like a baby or a really young child.
It wants the best… and then it is blamed for life not working for the human.

This is what I said to the soul
You are not responsible for how your human behaves: they are. Your job is to want what you want… without filter, without trying to be different. And the human’s job is to CHOOSE…
The soul was grieving because she wanted to be all good, and heard me say that it’s all bad.

And that was a real problem for the soul.

So here I am, some 9-10 hours later, doing what I promised the soul last night. I promised that I would write the article to somehow bring some peace into this area, and absolve the soul.
I said: I’ll do the best I can, I promise. Can I do better than my best?
And the soul answers: Yes.
Do better than I can? I asked to clarify
Yes, said the soul
So you see, the soul is an all or nothing ‘entity’, you are never good enough for it. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t strive to be better every day. It only means that your soul will always tell you that you are not good enough yet.
And if you hear that you are good enough… it is not the soul. It is the ego.
If that is what you hear, then the ego fighting for dominance is now making you smug and self-satisfied.

But being upside down, as the soul is, is not pleasant…

You see, energetically the soul is a triangle standing on its wobbly point, while the ego is a same size triangle, standing on its side… like a Golem. Heavy.

The most successful, most productive people on earth have managed to harness both, and make them work together… ROLL WITH IT.

The ego has the energy and the inertia, the soul has the demand… great team.

As inside so is outside… As above as below…
If your ego and soul don’t work together, you probably don’t have any ‘we’ in the outside world either.
And you waffle… go from soul (tortured) to ego (why should I do anything!) never amounting to much.
Now, let’s talk about desire… what the soul desires, and what the ego desires.
You think YOU are desiring, but it’s really not so… we know three kinds of desires: the desires of the body, the desires of the soul, and the desires of the ego.

The body, the vehicle, wants what every other living thing wants: to live, to feed, to rest, to procreate, and other normal things.
The soul wants
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Low vibration - high vibration, podcasts, The Nature Of Reality, truth value

What is the Ego’s role in getting you to the Promised Land?

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What is the Ego’s reward for getting you to the Promised Land?

So, I have been observing that many people who seemingly were interested in what I have to say now aren’t.

So what are they suddenly interested in? And I am especially interested in where they go where they actually spend their attention and their money.

I am turning on my X-ray eyes, so to say, and look.
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One of the jobs of the Egomind is to resist change

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Egomind? Well, it is just a name… even though it seems that we do have an ego, and we do have a mind.

So let’s see: neither you can find if you cut a person open.

But if you had a sensitive enough instrument, like a true empath, and if you knew what you are looking for, you would find that there is a very strong energy over the chest in the shape of a triangle sitting on one of its sides.
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podcasts, Predatory Genes, The Nature Of Reality

My most influential teachers teach new expectations

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My most influential teachers teach new expectations through invalidating the ones that create a life of misery.
Ben Settle is one of those teachers.

I subscribed to his newsletter and then quit it after a year or two. Why? because for a time he was more interested in world building and world domination than what concerned me more: a healthy business that served me. And he was more political than I could stomach… so I quit.

I had benefited from my subscription… How? I managed to double my monthly income and at the same time reduced the amount of work it took. I also doubled my self-respect… hm.
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The Enchanted Forest, Fairy Tales, and how to start living like a person

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I have one student who actually is doing the work the way the work was meant to be done.

It sounds meager… but it is all I ever wanted… really.

If you have one student who actually does what you teach, you can tell if what you teach works or not. Or tweak what you teach to accommodate the difficulties they experience. And watch if the changes you made will make the results match what you intended to accomplish.

What do the rest of the people do? I mean the students in the same program? I am not sure. Apple polishing? Feeble attempts to fake me?
Humans live this fake, apple polishing lives, thinking that life should respond to their feeble attempts, to their intention, to their desire, or whatever the heck they were taught should change reality to what they want reality to be.
This, humanity, humans, include the millions of writers who dish out advice…
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…And I recoil from dirty laundry…

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I should be doing some laundry. I have run out of socks… And anyways, I want to tame this beast of not doing my laundry.

I gather a load’s worth of stuff, carry it to the washing machine… and the distaste, the disgust is so strong… I take a beeline… and sit down by my computer.

Distaste, eh? Yeah, says muscle test. Disgust? yes. Was it always there? No. Was it from when i was 3? later… from age seven.

What was happening at age seven? I went to school. We had a live-in help: my mother was working on her Masters Degree, coming home around nine every night. My brother was about a year old… and was probably driving the live-in help bonkers.

And I recoil from dirty laundry…

I sit really quietly. The fear joins the distaste. I feel terror. I feel being beaten. Screamed at. Wrapped in wet sheets… Can’t breathe…

I must have wet my bed. I don’t remember. My body remembers. The fear, the disgust, the gagging.

The body remembers.

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The life of a pinball… or Your expectations and your disappointments

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Your expectations and your disappointments reveal to you and to everyone who knows anything about the unconscious world view that makes sure you are miserable.
You learned that the Universe, Reality, your body, other people are like a vending machine. Push a button and outcomes what you wanted.
Or a car, or an electric mixer. Mechanistic, there for your service.

Even the evil people, religion, law of attraction, manifestation people teach that… with one little twist: if you are good, then the machine will turn on and spit out what you wanted.

So these people with their little twist make it your own fault if and when it doesn’t work.

But what you think about the world and the way the world works are very different.

And you go from expectation to disappointment, anger, dismay, disgust… according to your temperament.
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No One CAN Do It FOR You… And Even if They Could…

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Most “do-it-for-you” programs don’t work. Why? Are they bad? Are they fakes, thieves, or is there something in our design as human beings that prevents us from taking advantage of these opportunities. This is what this article is about. Surprising. Documented. True.

Note from a decade later: Imagine waking up one morning with the physique of a body builder. A copy of Arnold Schwarzenegger in his prime. Or a female equivalent of Arnold…

Do you think it would benefit you? For longer than a minute?

Everything that you did not earn will atrophy. I have learned this the hard way. I started to turn on DNA capacities for people… and look with horror, as one after the other they turned off.

The recipient didn’t earn it, so they can’t keep it.

It’s the same with lottery winners… You have to earn what you want… And that is the principle of this article.

No One CAN Do Anything FOR You… And Even if They Could…

Surprising title, isn’t it? Especially from an Internet Marketer and Coach. After all, the best product to sell is something that you do for them, right?

Yes and no.

Everyone hopes that what they need can and will be done for them. So, as an Internet Marketer I can make a boatload of cash by promising that.

But here is the kicker: No one really appreciates what they get ready. Why? Are they unappreciative? Do they lack the genes for appreciation? Do they have the habit of it?

No.

If we take what Kabbalah* says about how it all works, especially what is the inner motivator of every human being: to develop one’s Self to the fullest in a lifetime by correcting the areas where they fall short from fully being their divine (giving) nature… every time someone does something FOR you, they rob you of the opportunity to do it for your Self… because the thing looks done.

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Is ego physical? Energetic? Spiritual? Woowoo? WTF is ego?

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I spent the last two hours working on the page that explains what the starting point measurement numbers mean about you.

And, almost predictably, today’s Monday Morning Memo by Roy H. Williams addresses some of those. No coincidences in the world… if you have a wide enough cone of vision you’ll know that.

Yesterday, Sunday I spent 90 minutes on my Sunday call with Mike, a dude who is about as different from me as a person can get, politically, spiritually, intellectually, in every way.

It got really bad during the Trump administration… and hadn’t I managed to change myself, it would be really bad now.

I am neither liberal nor conservative. I care about everyone… but I am not into giving favors to anyone. Neither the needy nor the greedy. About 10% of the USA population is like me… Caught in the middle.
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