Inner Peace is elusive. It’s elusive like health.
What do you call peace? The lack of war? What do you call health? Lack of illness?
Imagine that you are walking in a forest, on a footpath on a beautiful summer day. The birds are chirping. There is a slight breeze. There is peace. And you may know that animals are hunting, eating another, and yet there is peace.
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We all want to learn about ourselves… Knowledge is power. Understanding allows us to make sense of why things happen the way they do.
We are going to learn a new word that expresses a feeling that you have collapsed, you have confused with others… to end up with no clarity. There are about a thousand words in the English language like that.
Most of them are manipulated to misguide you.
One of the gems I’ve mined from the book ‘Feelings’ is isolating a particular feeling, the orienting feeling of distaste.
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I’ve been a little off lately. In the middle of May the number of visitors to my site fell to almost none.
The cause: Google created a software that can tell if something is good or not. If something is worth reading or not. Google deemed my site crap. Obviously, because between May and the beginning of this week, they sent me a grand total of 30 visitors, whereas they used to send me 30-80 a day…
What happened? How did my site become crap from one day to the other?
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A student of mine lives in the same town as I do and for a while he used to drive me around to do errands.
Then I realized that it made him feel entitled to insult me on calls, so I put an end to that arrangement.
That was about two months ago.
He sent me a few emails offering rides, etc.
We even spent a few good times doing “exploring your own neighborhood” type of things, like visiting lakes and such.
Every email that he sends emphasizes that he is giving me something, asking me what I need… etc.
I stopped wanting anything.
I don’t want him to give me anything any more. I experience a feeling akin to hate or anger rising in me every time I think of him.
My regular driver is taking a break: she works at the New York State Fair for a few days, and I am driverless. I need stuff. But I won’t ask my student for help because of what I want to share with you.
If you are a perpetual and compulsive giver, you think that you are a good person, don’t you? Am I correct?
Consider that people will be willing to take what you give them, but secretly they hate your gut.
The Desire Trap and how to release it… A life with greed, want, desire, or resistance cannot be a happy life
The book Feelings writes at length about the Desire Trap,
Quoting from the Feelings book by Margoczi:
Although the desire trap may look harmless at first sight, this is the trap the most people suffer from around the world.
We had a revolutionary meditation this morning. (I started this article on February 4… five months ago)
Revolutionary comes from the word, revolve, and it means something that was up goes to the bottom, and vice versa.
Our meditations are not visual, no visualizing at all. You connect to Source, I download some activators, I witness what Source and the Light does, I report, and when the spirit so moves me, I comment, I report, I am like the game announcer… I tell you bit by bit what’s happening.
This is what was going on this morning.
Another little bit: I am connected to everyone on the call, but I am always connected more intimately to the people I have a relationship outside of these calls: there are only a few of those.
And I use their emotional reactions to gauge what is going on overall… across the board.
Today’s meditation was not soothing. It was the Light working hard and the people blocking it hard.
Once the meditation was over, I was starting to feel the feelings of my two people I was strongly connected on the call… not fun, not fun at all. They didn’t receive what was said too well. I felt that we may lose at least one of them.
What was said on the call was an important milestone: it was much like breaking the bad news to a sick person: unless you do this and this, you are going to that and that…
If you know you are stuck… stuck in a rut, stuck in a behavior, in a cycle, in a predictable outcome, or maybe you are stuck on a plateau… What you may want to consider that you need energy to move away from that place.
In this article I’ll show you two methods to create the energy to move.
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Scams, conspiracies: how your mind makes you dumb, naive, stupid, and a victim
Ever since I was a little girl, I could be sent into a deep depression with any story about scams, conspiracies.
The idea that I was duped, or could be duped, that we are walking on a minefield only safe for a moment and can be blown up any moment sent me hurling into depression.
I know that my wording is dramatic: I can be very dramatic about certain topics, to my own detriment.
Where is this from, this sudden “interest” in this topic again?
Does the Heaven on Earth work for people who want to lose weight?
Warning: This is a real long article. And although it only seems to talk to people who want to lose weight, it has principles for life everyone can use, so don’t give up too soon.
Warning #2: This is a stream of consciousness article. I needed to sort out something for myself, and I did it in writing to “poke the box” and force Source to release missing information. It’s an adventure, you can come and poke with me… OK?
This question came up because a friend of mine got invited to Dr. Oz’s show . He is going to talk about Ayurvedic cleanse to cause massive weight loss.
I know he uses it himself to manage his weight: for 5-10 days he eats nothing else but a soup made of mung beans, a kind of lentil, and Indian spices.
If it were just that he eats nothing else but that soup, it would be natural that he loses weight, because there are almost no calories in that soup.
So on one end it’s a starvation diet. But the herbs must do something more than that, because he comes out of it vibrant looking.
What is your strategy to avoid your own transformation and stay miserable? Here are a few strategies: Which ones do you use?
Let’s first look what is transformation to understand why anyone would want to avoid it. After all transformation sounds all good, doesn’t it?
Transformation is very simple, but it is not that simple and it is not that easy to cause it, whether for yourself or not.
