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Dynamics of self-sabotage: “If it weren’t for…” – UPDATED

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The all or nothing attitude (Gentian)

Sometimes I wish I were some other teacher… and could write my articles, learn my lessons, without having to get into it, and wade myself through the much and the mire of an attitude, or situation.

But, maybe because I am an empath, this path is not available to me: I have to get dirty myself.

They say: fake it till you make it… but what people understand from it is not what the saying means. People make it mean: lie through your teeth, deceive people, create a pretense, a public persona, and the truth will follow.

I refuse to lie. So this article will tell you the raw truth, however painful it is, otherwise it won’t teach you anything.

I have recently took a course on using a facebook page to attract new customers. Sounds good, though my opinion of facebook and people that hang out on facebook is really bad… but I hoped that it would not interfere.

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Low vibration - high vibration, Soul Correction

On Love, your work in life, on being guided, and trust. Quite personal…

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Being guided by the soul is the most unsettling way of being guided.

You don’t know why you are guided where you are guided, what you are supposed to learn, so you learn what you can, and trust.

Trust is my soul correction, so it is more challenging to me than most anything. Not knowing is hard for me. I need to know. The context, the “to what end” missing is hard for me.

But I don’t mind hard. After all if you don’t trust that your soul correction is your work, then what are you going to trust?

Many people believe in some deity, some higher power, so they can just wonder through, bumble through life, unconsciously, because they hope that they will be always saved.

But when you only believe in yourself, when it is only you you can count on, when you know that mother/father/god isn’t coming to save the day, then you need to make some hard decisions, and decide what is important to you in life, and what isn’t.

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podcasts, Soul Correction

Soul Correction: Speak Your Mind

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Updated: Soul Correction: Speak Your Mind aka reveal your secret agenda

Update 6/30/2021: upon reflecting on all the #25, that is the numerology number for this soul correction, I am finding that the most dominant aspect is: self hate… and that is what is, maybe, underneath the lying, pretending, making airs, etc.

…Update on 2/15/2014: I had an interesting conversation with a friend, where we were looking for politicians with this soul correction. And as we were working on finding them, I had an insight: the fundamental issue of this soul correction is DUPLICITY.

The inside and the outside are disconnected.

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Vibrational Reviews

On Psychic channeling, psychic channelers, entities, and such… UPDATED

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Channelers are experiencing an unprecedented amount of attention and wealth.

Why is that: channeling comes closest to organized religion: there is an all-knowing figurehead that answers questions, pronounces truths, teaches, preaches, and does your bidding in a lot of ways. A dependence develops between the entity and you… you are hooked. You found your tit from which to suck your knowledge, and you have been relieved from having to think for yourself.

People are hoping to have answers, hoping to be sure before they do something, want guidance, and the channel is more than willing to provide that.

Chenneling reminds me of the gipsy I met some 40 years ago on a sunny spring day, much like today. I was on my way to pick up my paycheck at work, though I was on sick leave, but I had to live.

Paycheck meant cash then, no checks in Hungary, I don’t even think they have checking system even now. They carry around cash, though they have credit cards.

Anyway, I was in a sunshiny mood, and the gipsy showed up and offered to tell me my future.

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Talk Back To Me

Talk Back To Me: On responsibility of earning the knowledge

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A student writes:
Sophie –

I watched Jurassic Park for the first time since it came out last night. There was a scene that stopped me short and I repeated multiple times. I pasted the scene below.

To me this is yet another example of a truth that has popping up all around me since first beginning to understand the distinction while reading your website a number of months ago.

Knowledge must be earned through direct experience. Earning requires discipline and commitment – 2 things I have spent much of my life avoiding. It is my responsibility not contribute to the drivel and lies by offering only what I have experienced myself.

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Unconditional Love Activator, Vibrational Reviews

Vibrational Review: Grigori Grabovoi, Arcady Petrov, Organ Regeneration Method, and Pranic Healing UPDATED

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A reader asks: Can you give a vibrational review on Arcady Petrov (personal: 170, 4% truth) and Grigori Grabovoi (personal: 190, teaching: 220, 20% truth level.). They are both Russian Authors. You can find their work in Amazon. They supposedly have learned how to regenerate body organs like teeth and in fact are teaching people how to do it.

I have done research on the internet and after I was sure I was connecting to the right person, my vibrational measures are in parentheses next to the person’s name. Read my review of Pranic healing on the bottom

Although 220 vibration is respectable (Grigori) he was about 80% off, and made sweeping generalizations… He is in prison now, if I understand it correctly.

Our usual “scheme” is being repeated here: a relatively competent person with relatively high level of consciousness tries to teach an ambitious lower consciousness person, no success, and then that person will teach other people of what he can’t do… Brilliant scheme to dupe millions of people who want to get well, or have children, parents, spouses, siblings… the devastation is terrible.

Of course, there is always the inevitable few percentile that just because they have “hope” they pull themselves out of the self-perpetuated illness and have a turnaround. The is a predictable side-effect of any healing modality, good or bad.

Between you and me, you get more results from my innocent audios infused in your drinking water, the Heaven on Earth, the Unconditional Love Activator, or even “just” the Water Energizer… Guaranteed.

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Why Do You Need Self-Discipline And Will-Power To Achieve Higher States Of Consciousness? The Path To Grace and Ease

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A “normal” human is weak, weak willed, and behaves in a pleasure seeking way.

A “normal” human being, when asked why they do what they do, they always have a because. Their whole being is effect: they are never the cause of their own action, their own feelings, their own thoughts.

The world of humans is an interplay of cause and effect. Rare humans are the cause of their actions. They are in higher states of consciousness. They don’t need an outside cause: they act as their own authority.

To go from “normal” human being, meaning weak willed and pleasure seeking, ordinary consciousness, you will need to develop capacities that are not taught in school, and they are not even encouraged.

When I first learned this whole distinction, responsibility, or said in another way, being a cause, the occasion was being late. I was late, and I had good reasons: I started late, the weather, the train schedule, the cab driver, the elevator… a slew of reasons.

The trainer suggested that I become cause of my being late. I tried, “I am late because I am forgetful…” but as he explained, I mean the trainer, that would still be something other than me being the cause. If it is an internal and inherent weakness that causes something, I am still a victim, I am still an effect.

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What is it costing you that you procrastinate? What is it costing you that you stay the same?

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What is it costing you that you procrastinate? “What is your current mindset costing you?”

Or maybe even a better way to ask: what are you not getting out of your life, given that you procrastinate?

No one can tell you that… but whatever you are resisting, whatever you resist doing, has all the power.

There are people, myself included, that consciously not do a lot of things. I don’t do much house work, but I am not procrastinating. I don’t obsess about it, I have made a decision to not do it, or do as little as I can get way with, and I am fine about it.

If I were procrastinating, my mind would be on hold about that thing which I am not doing, and I would not be fully available to do what I am doing instead: I would be doing everything “instead” and not fully, not joyously, not with power. Why? Because my power would be tied up in what I am not doing.

Once you give yourself permission to not do the thing at all: you are free. You take complete responsibility for what other people say, etc. and that’s that.

But it takes almost as much courage to declare to not do something as it takes to actually do it.

You are suspended between heaven and hell… a victim of your own cowardice.

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Avatar State Audios, Depression, Low vibration - high vibration

Are you a moocher, a looter, or a producer?

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Each of these is a distinction, moocher, looter, producer. Your belonging to one of these categories can be considered a sliding scale or a pregnant/not pregnant absolute, depending on your capacity to look at existence and not feel compelled to lie.

Mooching and looting is being on the side of Death. But let us not jump ahead.

How do you find out if you are a moocher or a looter?

If you are a moocher then your vocabulary, inner or outer, will give you away.

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Getting you well, stress

The Self-Healing Course: I am getting a lot of questions about it

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The first Self-Healing Course is starting on February 5. That’s a Tuesday.

So far the people who signed up are the people who know and trust me: students that have done courses with me. Interesting, especially considering that about half of the regular readers of this site came searching for information on the Healing Codes, and roughly the other half came searching for information on Christie Marie Sheldon. So, I assumed that they were interested in healing… we shall see.

Here is some hype-free information:

1. You need to learn to connect two different ways to be able to use Source Energies to heal. This training alone is worth the price. Why? Because anything that you do while connected, actually starts to work. Theta Healing, The Healing Codes, Reiki… add your own favorite healing modality here. Even chiropractors do ten times better work if they connect while they do their job.

I write faster and better articles or copy. I cook better meals. I coach a lot more effectively.

I hear that sex is incomparably better while connected… I have not tried that, sorry. You have to believe the hearsay…

You cannot muscle-test and trust your results unless you are connected while doing the muscle testing.

Enough reasons for learning to connect?

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