Lack of purpose? lack of meaning? how to find? it is a lifesaver


One of the things all humans crave is consistency and stability. And, or course, if you live a life outside of a cage, outside of a managed care facility, those are hard to come by.

The only constant in reality is change… constant, maddening change. As soon as you get used to a new thing… the next new thing comes…

And humans don’t adjust well to change, don’t want change, don’t like change.

Don’t do well with change…

One of my students… they may have to move back to California…
I’m flailing with my emotions at the moment and being swept away by the ever changing circumstances of my daily life. I need an anchor. Your input would be great. Thank you.
and another student, not being able to get a job:
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Vibrational Reviews: Dr Yuen, Adi Da, Family Constellation, Flora Peterson


Vibrational Reviews:

The Yuen Method: Dr. Yuen personal vibration: 200; method vibration (truth value) 210. Does he use energy to use his work? no. Is he a fraud? no. Is the method trainable? no. Is he connected to Source? yes. Is HE doing the work? no. Is Source doing the work? yes. His method of connecting is going within. His center of connection is in the chest (not heart). Can I do what he does? No. Could I learn what he does? yes. Dr Yuen is plagued with unbearable anguish.

Flora Peterson intuitive energy reader and space clearer: personal vibration: 210. Success rate (percentage of cases in which she really connects to you): 30%

Adi Da Samraj (www.adidam.org/
Adidam is devoted to Avatar Adi Da Samraj, His Spiritual Teaching and His Gift of Perfect Divine Enlightenment.) Adi Da Samraj (November 3, 1939 – November 27, 2008), born Franklin Albert Jones in Queens, New York, was a spiritual teacher, writer and artist… Personal vibration: 190. (much anguish). Teachings truth value: 200

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Energy vampires: how it works and how I fell victim to one myself


Some people thrive on your energy. If you have no tools to measure, you don’t even know.

The people that attach themselves to you to drain your energy into themselves are normally your family or close friends.

I had a client whose father was draining her life force for years when I first checked her. She was in worse shape than the father. Although I removed the attachment every time we spoke, she stayed living with her parents. She got sicker and weaker by the day, she was sacrificing her life for her 80 year old dad’s. I refused to cooperate.

Another client came to me with an attachment that had been there for years. He went shrinking, complaining of ringing ears… I removed the attachment, but he went out and looked for other women to attach themselves to him. He had no courage to live his live as a fully responsible adult. This way he had an excuse.

My downstairs neighbor, a male, was using his girl friend’s energy. I watched the girl wither. I sent her energy without her knowing it, and finally she moved out and away to have her own life and keep her own energy. The guy promptly went out to look for another victim.

>For the past week I have been feeling off. My balance has been off, my energy has been off. I didn’t think of measuring my vibration, but a “student” tested his muscle-testing prowess on me, and it turned out that my vibration dropped 33 points: huge. I was mortified, really I still am.

As you know, muscle-testing is tricky: you can’t just ask any question, the question needs to be clear and have a yes/no answer. So you are left to your imagination and intuition: the better questions you ask the surer that you’ll get an answer.

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The Eastern philosophy that put billions of people into poverty, living in hovels, by accepting it as inevitable, karma, really appeals to Americans.


What is so attractive about Eastern philosophy and karma? My guess is that

Eastern Philosophy advocates being in the present moment. If you sit down, close your eyes, and withdraw your attention from past and future, and manage, for a moment, to be in the now, you will find that in the now moment there is never anything wrong.Mind and time came to be at the same time, and they are inseparable, like the front of the hand and the back of the hand.When I say mind, I do not mean your brain. I mean the activity of the brain that does sorting, filing, retrieving, comparing, and trying to make sense of the data, without using any other tools, but sorting, filing, etc..

The mind is like a filing clerk, busy 24 hours a day, even when you sleep. It spends all its time in the past or in the future, has no interest in the present moment. Its job, just like any low-level clerk’s is to justify its own existence, not anything else. It doesn’t care about you and your life.

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More about the Avatar State audios and INSTRUCTIONS for use! Updated


More about the Avatar State audios

First off, the Avatar State: it’s a strong and wide connection. It is much like a wide laser beam, on one hand, that bores through obstacles.

What obstacles? Depending on your vibrational frequency (truth value) you have tens, hundreds, or thousands of obstacles… those are the standards, ideals, and “truths” you live and judge by.

I wrote a sentence in a recent article: “You can’t expect to be elegant in mind, elegant in spirit, if your environment isn’t.”

He read it and went into massive rage and fear, sent me 17 (I counted) emails to prove to me that I am wrong. His vibration is 170. Going into rages like this, fixed focus, nostrils flaring, being stuck and not able to look around, is an obstacle.

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Imagination, attention, will – exercises to become a fully equipped human being


This is a 7 years old recording of a drill session… where I am training people to distinguish between mind actions, brain actions, how to know if you are coming from your mind, if you are forcing, etc.

Priceless.


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Love: Missing. Project: Activate the Capacity To Love (Updated)


According to Anastasia, people born in modern society out of the fleshy passions of their parents and without conscious fathering and mothering while in the womb, born in a hospital: were born into fear and no connection with their parents.

They cannot love.

When I look at people around me, I see proof positive for that. No matter who I am looking at, love isn’t there.

Anastasia’s solution: generations that read the Ringing Cedars of Russia, will be able to follow the behaviors, parents, that will allow their new offspring to be born a Man, a full-fledged human being with access to the knowledge of its forebears.

That is her solution. I wish I could see the majority of humanity

read the books (most of my students even don’t read at all)
understand and appreciate what’s written
put it into practice exactly the way it’s written.

I see that it borders the impossible, but only in masses: individuals, maybe thousands, will, I believe, follow the path and give birth to a new humanity.

In the meantime, I think, there will be a lot of use of the activators, and I am meditating furiously to find the right words to awaken and activate the squashed love within.

I am a perfect test subject: I was born to no love, myself.

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How Could You Experience Love? What Gives You That Warm Fuzzy Feeling Of Love? (Updated) When You Are Loved? When You Love? What Is Love Anyway?


How Could You Experience Love? What Gives You That Warm Fuzzy Feeling Of Love? When You Are Loved? When You Love? What Is Love Anyway?

I really don’t like cheesy, corny conversations, so I am going to start with a joke. It is politically incorrect, so forgive me…
A married couple decides to celebrate their 50th wedding anniversary on the same island in the same inn where they were at their honeymoon.

On their first evening they go down to the dining room. They order the same meal. When the food arrives they start to eat. No talking… until the woman start to gush:

“I have this warm fuzzy feeling in my chest, just like 50 years ago!” she exclaims looking at her husband lovingly.

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Why do we have feelings? Not emotions… feelings…


If it has a name, it is no longer a feeling…
I am a True Empath. What does it have to do with the price of tea in China? A whole lot. I feel feeling you have… you have the feelings, but you don’t feel it. You only feel what you said it means.

Empathy, the ordinary kind, is part of the human DNA. It can be overpowered by the predatory genes… making the human not experience it… not care, and a whole 30% of humanity doesn’t feel empathy, and doesn’t care for another’s plight, pain, misery or need.

And then there is empathy where the person feels what the other feels to the degree that they are merged, the feelings that the person themselves are not feeling keenly. The shared feeling is always physical, interpreted according to the empathic person’s own experience.
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Winning and keeping love – Valentine’s Day Special


In my work with people we look at the hidden stuff that actually determines you life. We are looking th ways you have fragmented your self, to the point that today you have only about 7% of your real self available, and the rest of the virtual self is a pretense.

And as with all pretense, you have to protect it from being seen as a pretense, you have to hold it together.

In the est training they used to say: you have your s-h-i-t together. That is exactly what you have together, your s-h-i-t, or as I say, your virtual personae, a different one for each circumstance. No wonder that you have no idea who you are, and what is the purpose of your life.

The personae you put together may look good, but doesn’t feel good: it’s a costume, it’s a mask. You are wearing it because deep down you don’t believe that you are good, that you are lovable, so you feel that you must.

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