I haven’t written much, haven’t produced much of anything of creative nature on this site for a few weeks now.
What’s my insight?
I mean, it is becoming obvious that I am in a rut.
I am the unstuck specialist so let’s take this “rut” apart, tear it to pieces, so we can choose an effective unstuck method.
Like any “operation” for change, this needs to start with assessing the situation and diagnosis.
Of course when I diagnose it in my head, it goes real fast, but for the sake of teaching something, I’ll do it step by step, so when you get to any situation needing a “surgery” you can do it on your own.
So: what is the fact? I don’t feel like writing, I have no desire, no creative juices, I just want to be left alone. (lol)
What are the circumstances?
Dark Side attacks, 24/7, weekends a little lighter. (I am grateful for these attacks. I learned how to become a blade of grass and not to resist, and I have also learned to energize my water in 3 seconds, instead of the long process I had before the attacks intensified.)
I made a strategic mistake on the site: now there is no income, so I need to see local clients, which takes time, marketing, and very tiring. (The good news is that I have a good reputation, so I can pay my bills, no matter what.)
Dark Side attacks effected my sites: I have been forced to make changes on the site, and now finally am moving them to a stand-alone server. Let’s hope that this will solve the issue. This will be done this week. (This, by itself will free up 20-30 hours a week, or more)
Google has put my site on blacklist and hasn’t been showing it in search results. As a result I am not even motivated to do my writing: no one is coming to read… (Exaggeration!)
My health is suffering as a result of the Dark Side attacks. (I am coping)
I have started a fermented food diet, which is quite involved. I have also been dealing with healing crisis after healing crisis… a lot of good has accumulated in my over the decades. (It’s ok, in spite of a batch or beets going bad on me…)
Anything else? No, that’s it. Though next week the landlord will start making repairs in my apartment… that will be a distraction.